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  Copyright © Tracy Cooper-Posey

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  About An Inconvenient Lover

  When Anastasia’s fiancé’s best friend, David, returns to Seattle after years of living overseas, her nice, stable, orderly life is turned upside down. In denial about her own nature and the truth about her parents’ notorious and flamboyant marriage, Anastasia shuts down her attraction toward David. It would be too inconvenient to like him.

  Even though digging up her family history will cause pain, David is determined to coax Anastasia’s true nature out of dormancy. But if Anastasia reverts to her real character, marriage to Hugh will become impossible, and David’s best friend will be hurt. And if David doesn’t succeed in setting Anastasia’s soul free, he will lose his own chance at winning her heart.

  Praise for An Inconvenient Lover

  Winner of the Romance Writers of Australia’s Emma Darcy Award.

  But beyond a satisfying love story, it is a well-written book. It reminded me of why I fell in love with reading in the first place. eBookConnections

  This book was a wonderful read. She dangled the happy ending like a carrot until the very last page. Romantic Times Magazine.

  Better Late Than Never

  Eyes of a Stranger was the sixth complete romance I ever wrote and it eventually became the first book I sold and published. It also won a national award — The Romance Writers of Australia’s Emma Darcy Award. I was the inaugural winner, and the award has now been retired, just as Emma Darcy herself has stepped back from writing romances.

  It took six years to find a publisher willing to take the book on, despite the national title attached to it, possibly because when Eyes of a Stranger was first written, it was set in Australia.

  During those six years I continued writing other books and I also moved to Canada, where my education into the romance publishing industry took a sharp incline upwards.

  Not long after the move across the pond, I reworked Eyes extensively, and reset the book in Seattle, Washington, which as a city has many of the same qualities as Perth, Western Australia, including extensive waterways.

  In those six years, another phenomenon set seed and began to grow: The ebook publishing industry.

  I sold Eyes of a Stranger, and my second book, Chronicles of the Lost Years, in the same week. But I sold Eyes to an electronic publisher, who at that time was putting the books out on 3.25” floppy disks (remember those?). The epublishing industry had as much to learn about the trade as I did, and most of my marketing efforts were educational. I had to teach people about epublishing (and sometimes, back then, even about the Internet), before I had any hope of selling them on the story itself. And most of the time, the answer was “no”. The technology was still too new.

  Eventually, the book was pulled from circulation and the rights returned to me.

  When Ellora’s Cave launched their new non-erotic imprint, Cerridwen Press, I had a second chance to reach readers with the story. By now (2009), the epublishing industry was fully established, readily accepted, and rarin’ to go. I was pleased to have Eyes of a Stranger out there.

  Eyes of a Stranger was again withdrawn from publication in 2010. I wanted to republish the book with a few changes: A better cover, some edits that were missed in both of the previous editions, more edits to modernize the story and bring it up to date. I also wanted to change the title, because it was growing old, stale and just a little bit too poetic and flowery for my tastes and the modern romance industry. I also wanted to bring the book out in paperback this time. Finally, after all this time, my first book gets to be in actual print...and now the industry has turned full circle, because the print version is considered the subsidiary format. It’s the electronic version that is the primary one now.

  Ironic, huh?

  This is my Author’s Edition.

  Enjoy.

  Chapter One

  It looked like the girl was being attacked.

  Hot thick adrenaline leapt through him and David nudged his boat toward the bridge pylon where she stood struggling. He opened the throttles on the engines, making the clean-lined boat lift its nose and surge forward through the night-still waters.

  He kept his eyes on the slight figure, willing her not to succumb to whatever force was assaulting her until he could reach her.

  Then he saw what had first caught his notice. From either side of the girl came a white flash. Long, extended wings. He saw her lunge forward and her movement made her dress glitter and sparkle under the harsh glare of the neon tubes that illuminated the underside of the bridge. Again, the flash of wings. Then the boat drew close enough so that he could see past the girl.

  Her supposed attacker was an albatross.

  David sagged a little against the wheel, as a weak relief lifted some of the weight from him. Then he straightened and juggled the controls of the boat so that he could let it sidle up to the platform. He cut the speed, ducked out of the wheelhouse and tied the boat up at one of the mooring rings thoughtfully embedded in the concrete. His attention was free to deal with the little drama playing out on the platform.

  She had a heavy garment in her hands. Her coat, he assumed. It was a raw night, cold for late summer and the black dress she wore had little straps over her white shoulders and that was all. She was trying to drop the coat over the bird.

  But the albatross was having none of it. Every time she moved forward, the albatross reared with a back-raking of his wings, gave an alarming hiss and tried to peck her. As David watched, holding his breath, she tried again. This time the bird shied back and almost overbalanced. It flapped its enormous wings a few times, trying to maintain balance. The rush of air lifted his hair where he stood on the prow of the boat, sizing up the situation.

  He could see what the problem was, now. Someone had left their bait and tackle on the platform. The bridge pylons were favourite spots for fishermen. The albatross had been drawn to the bait and had caught his feet up in a vicious snarl of fishing line. He was anchored to the iron pylon mounts.

  “Throw your coat to me and I’ll drop it on him from behind.” David spoke quietly to avoid alarming the bird any further—or startling her, either, although she couldn’t have failed to notice the arrival of the boat.

  She didn’t show any alarm or surprise. She merely spared a single glance at him and sea-green eyes raked him from head to foot in one all-encompassing glance. It was like being stripped naked but he barely noticed the thoroughness of examination because he was too busy dealing with the impact of her appearance. It was the first time he had looked at her face.

  She was beautiful. Under the unforgiving glare of the neon, her face was alabaster white, clear and the features were balanced with perfect symmetry. Her eyes! Her eyes were enormous jewels framed with thick, assertive brows. Her eyes were simply glorious.

  He remembered to start breathing again. His heart, which had been slowing after the first alarm, began to beat with an unusual agony. He couldn’t pin down why she was so beautiful and perfect but he wanted her to look at him again, so he could examine her face longer, more closely. She had only glanced at him and he felt deprived.

  “What’s wrong with using your coat?” Although her attention was fully on the bird, he could hear a touch of dry amusement mixed with exasperation in her tone. He dragged his eyes away from a visual tour of the sweet lines of her profile and glanced at his leather jacket.

  “I’d be happy to play Sir Walter Raleigh but your coat has more material in it and that albatross is a big bird.”

  She considered the matter for a short second, then conceded with a business-like nod of her head. “Here, then.” Using slow movements designed not to alarm the bird, she bundled up the coat and threw it
to him. “Hurry. That line is cutting into his legs every time he pulls back.”

  “I’m hurrying.” He unrolled the coat and shook out the folds so he could hold it like a matador’s cloak. It really was a cloak, he noticed. “Move toward him so his attention is on you.”

  She didn’t have to move much. With each movement the swirls of silver beading on her dress glittered with eye-watering intensity and the bird’s attention hadn’t shifted from her.

  David stepped forward, straddled the boat and the pylon and lifted the cloak high, waiting for the best moment to drop it over the bird.

  The woman seemed to sense his readiness for she crouched, bringing her head down level with the bird’s. The non-threatening motion kept the bird occupied and didn’t alarm it, which would have caused the bird to spread its wings again.

  He dropped the cloak over the bird and lunged forward to tuck his arms around the bundle before the bird could spread his wings. He was surprised at the strength of the creature’s struggles but after a few seconds it stopped, perhaps recognizing its cause was lost.

  “Where do you keep your knife?” the woman asked, pre-empting his suggestion that she climb aboard and get something to cut the line.

  “In the wheelhouse. There’s a Swiss army knife hanging on a hook next to the wheel.”

  She nodded and turned toward the boat, then hesitated, looking down at her shoes. He’d noticed them before. Strappy black stilettos, the heels thin and elegant, complimenting the fine ankles rising up from them. They would be murder on the soft wood of the deck. He almost winced at the thought of the damage they would do.

  She bent, unbuckled the shoes and stepped out of them, then climbed over to the boat and swung herself up to the wheelhouse with a flash of calves and knees from beneath the long hem of the extraordinary dress and was gone.

  He admired her thoughtfulness, especially in the face of such driving need to hurry. Where had she come from? The dress was unusual, the sort of thing you saw at formal evenings, or the theatre or opera.

  She was back quickly and the one glance he got of her face before she crouched back down in front of him showed him a closed expression. She was absorbed in the problem of freeing the bird and her focus was so tight that nothing would distract her from that goal. The fierceness of her concentration intrigued him. It was as if she was fighting off more than the awkwardness of having to work with a stranger.

  He tucked the ends of the cloak beneath the bird and lifted it so she could reach the line tangled around its legs. She unfolded the little scissors from the knife and snipped at the knots, gently tugging the line away and dropping it to the ground in bundles.

  From his angle, he could only see the top of her head. He enjoyed the way the light bounced off the mahogany curls and waves of her hair, which fell almost to her waist. There was a rich, clean scent rising from her and a hint of an exotic, dark perfume which caused his nostrils to flare and something to roll over slowly at the base of his stomach, that weakened his muscles and sapped his mind.

  He lost the passing of time.

  She lifted her head to look at him. “It’s finished. You can let it go now.” Her enormous eyes were grave. She straightened, folding the scissors back into the knife case with precise, neat movements.

  There was some blood on her hands.

  He stood awkwardly, keeping the bird tucked under his arms, eyeing the blood. “The bird’s hurt. I’ll take it to a vet. There’s one just down the marina—”

  “No.”

  There wasn’t any compromise in her voice. There wasn’t room for any. He frowned and tried to reason it out for her. “It’s hurt. The vet will just check it over, make sure it’s okay.” Suddenly, he thought he understood. “It’s all right. They’ll let it go again.”

  Her eyes narrowed. “No,” she repeated. Her whole expression had changed. Was it anger he could see? “Let the bird go. It’s only a small cut. The bird will heal by itself. Let it go.”

  “Are you willing to take that chance after all the effort you’ve been through to free it in the first place?” He tried to keep his tone reasonable.

  His reasonableness seemed to infuriate her. Suddenly real, unmistakable anger flooded her face. The glittering, towering rage made her seem taller and astonishingly more beautiful in an earthy, far less surreal way.

  “You let the bird go! Do you hear me? You let it go! Who are you to decide its fate? It was born free and it should be left free.”

  “Hey, I’m concerned for the thing too, you know. I didn’t have to stop—”

  “I didn’t ask you too,” she raged back. She was holding her hands stiffly at her sides, clenched, her knuckles white. “And now you can leave. But first let the bird go.”

  David stared at her, astonished. It wasn’t just her anger that had stolen his tongue. It was the sudden eclipsing of the ethereal, still beauty with this raging, hot…passion. Was this what she had been holding back, a while ago? Who was she?

  An answer rose. It was prompted, he knew, from the association of the operatic drama of her dress and the passing notion he’d had about tackling the bird matador-style with the cloak. The name leapt into his mind—Carmen.

  She was like Carmen, driven by her passionate, sensual nature to behaviour that went against sense.

  Before he could gather his thoughts together to formulate a response, the woman had grasped the sleeve of his jacket and turned him around to face in the other direction, looking out under the bridge to the water on the other side. “See?” she demanded. “That’s his mate. She’s waiting for him.”

  David saw the second albatross floating serenely on the dark water, at the edge of the area lit by the bridge lights.

  “Don’t you understand? You have to let him go. Anything else is cruelty.” Her fingers were digging into his arm despite the leather between them. Her eyes were wide, direct, trying to speak her urgency. David didn’t need the message from her eyes. Intense waves of feeling were radiating from her stance, her expression, from every curve and angle of her body.

  He found himself nodding. It wasn’t a matter of what was reasonable or logical but what was right. He lowered the bird to the concrete and unwrapped the cloak. The albatross stepped out and blinked. After a moment to orientate itself and realize it was free, it waddled to the edge of the platform and took off awkwardly. Flapping steadily, it flew gracefully out along the harbour. The mate gave a cry and took off from the water and joined the first one in the air.

  It pleased him to have been instrumental in the reunion, even though it had not been his idea. He found himself smiling and turned to tell the woman standing beside him that she had been right.

  She was silently crying. Two large tears rolled down her cheeks as she strained to watch the escaping birds.

  The impact of her tears slammed into him with the force of a train and again he was left breathless and his heart hammering. He knew instinctively that she wasn’t solely empathizing with the albatross. It was the symbolism of the bird’s freedom that meant so much to her.

  Why?

  He stared at her. It had been a long while since he’d met anyone with the driving passions of this woman. She had scrambled his senses and surprised him with her reactions at least twice already and that was…unusual. He’d grown used to dealing with business people whose motives were logical. He could anticipate that sort of person.

  She must have felt his stare for she scrubbed hurriedly at her cheeks and whirled to pick up her shoes. She reached for her cloak.

  “Thanks for your help.” Her voice was husky from the pressure of more dammed-back tears.

  “Don’t go,” he responded without thought, maintaining his hold on the cloak.

  He wanted her. The thought stole into his mind with covert agility but as soon as the thought occurred to him he acknowledged it fully. It wasn’t just her beauty. That was only the beginning, the beckoning. He would have been happy to give her beauty only a passing mental acknowledgment if he had not s
een it shift and slide to reveal what lay beneath. It was her. She was romantic, empathetic, considerate, driven, emotional…sensual…gorgeous.

  “Don’t go,” he repeated, trying to soften his voice, to remove any command from it. He was too used to commanding, damn it. Like the albatross, he knew she must be coaxed, gentled. He didn’t know where the certainty sprang from but he obeyed his instinct.

  She looked a little surprised, then alarmed. He watched her eyes widen as she looked at him. This time she really looked and saw him, David, not the stranger who had helped her with the bird.

  And awareness filled her face.

  He saw her expression change and the same painful pleasure speared his heart, made his throat tighten and his entire body came to stiff alertness, the nerve endings sensitized to a painful degree. In the heartbeat of silence between them he could hear, far away, the sound of traffic. But her unsteady breath was loud in his ears. The shimmering black panels of her dress moved a little as she breathed.

  Now she was aware of him, just as he was of her. He recognized her awakening, thanks to his own hypersensitivity.

  He felt the touch of chill air on his warm face and it reminded him of more practical considerations. He hauled his attention back to their whereabouts. “You must be freezing.” He unfurled her cloak, inspected it for dirt and damage, then dropped it around her shoulders and pulled it close about her. He tried to let go but his hands wouldn’t loosen. His mind was back on track but his body was obeying different rhythms.

  He swallowed. His throat was very dry.

  “Come aboard for a minute,” he said. “You can clean your hands and warm up before you go.”